Why is everything so simple when reading about it, but once you start to act according to it, it’s so hard? So many variables to think of, many of them you can’t think of at all. What do you do then? Go back to the start when you started to read about it? Give up? Make compromise and move forward forgetting what you read?

I literally lose it. I lose the ground under my feet, I lose the clear sight I have set. Suddenly there are so many things I have to think of, why didn’t I see it beforehand? Why couldn’t I anticipate it? Why why why?

People act differently in similar situations. How can you make sure you do the right thing in the situation when there is no guidance what is right?

Anyway these are the questions that have been hunting me recently…